i was supposed to post this a long time ago but i never got to do it because i thought it wasn't good enough. anyway, i hope she gets to read this but i know that won't probably happen...


you caught me by suprise, i was perfectly lonely and desolate inside my walls. i was just getting used to the cold but you, you happened. why is everything i built to protect me crumbling?! my defenses against the likes of you are faltering. i can't, i musn't, i won't... but, no matter what i did, i experienced something that i swore i won't ever do again... and that is to feel... to fall...


i can't help it, every inch of my body screams that i want and i need to be with you.
your eyes, when they look at me, all my insecurities are washed away. your voice, the moment i hear it, i know that i am not alone anymore, and you, your very being, your very presence makes me wonder what did i ever do to deserve to know and be with someone like you...

revealed by james at 6:23 PM

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